And the Mystery of the Holy Womb Chakra
Sacred chamber of gestation, creation and feminine intelligence. The portal to work with your life, karma, ancestry, bloodline. To call in soul fragments, to invite souls into Earth plane and beyond. All of the incarnations prior and after the one you are in present are accessible through the portal. The great mystery of Rose, put in your body at the Holy Womb Chakra, forever renewing self and spiraling with wisdom. As an initiated Priestess of the Marys, Magdalene and Rose, I guide Womb Healing with devotion to its deepest sanctity. And through this program, I offer it as a complimentary part of the Mastery to liberate your Life Center from any unwanted touch, violation of boundaries, impure interaction, societal stigma or programming, karmic heaviness, loss, grief and pain. Your Holy Womb deserves to be treated with sanctity, not in denial of sexuality, but in full understanding of the Magic as guided by Ancient Egyptian tradition, and the Tradition of Divine Birth of Antiquity.
This is the territory of the Lower Triad.
Not as a simplified chakra system, and not as another spiritual taxonomy to memorise, but as a map of the fundamental forces through which a human being becomes capable of inhabiting earthly existence: the capacity to be here, the capacity to feel and generate life, and the capacity to choose what she will do with the force that moves through her.
The Root asks something almost unbearably simple: Can I be here? Not philosophically, but somatically; not as an affirmation, but as an embodied fact.
Can I allow my weight to belong to the earth without constantly preparing to leave it? Can I occupy physical space without experiencing my existence as an intrusion? Can I experience safety without immediately becoming suspicious of it, and can I recognise the difference between actual danger and the body’s memory of danger? These questions belong to the Root, but they are also questions of incarnation itself.
The Sacral takes us somewhere more fluid and considerably less controllable, because here we encounter feeling, desire, pleasure, sexuality, creativity and the mysterious intelligence of the waters, where nothing remains static for very long and where the attempt to control experience can itself become a form of disconnection. The question here is not simply whether you are able to feel. Most sensitive women feel too much. Not in “this is too much” but we are not though what to do with feelings that seem ancient and much bigger than ourselves, what do we do about grief that feels like it belongs to whole humanity? Or pain of the collective? The deeper question is whether you can remain in relationship with what you feel without either suppressing it or surrendering your sovereignty to it.
Can grief be grief without becoming your worldview? Can desire speak without becoming your master? Can pleasure enter the body without immediately activating the fear of loss? Can anger be allowed to reveal what has been violated without requiring you to destroy what stands in front of you?
And then we come to the Solar Plexus, where the waters encounter fire and feeling begins to ask for direction. This is the territory of will, discernment, boundaries, agency and power, and it is precisely here that many women discover that their relationship with power is far more complicated than they had imagined.
Some have been taught that power is dangerous because the people who possessed it used it against them. Some have learned to make themselves indispensable rather than authoritative, because being needed feels safer than being powerful. Some have mistaken control for sovereignty because control at least offers the illusion that nothing unexpected can enter. Some have spent so much of their lives accommodating the emotional weather of other people that the simple act of wanting something without immediately negotiating it away feels almost transgressive. And some have become so afraid of becoming like the people who once harmed them that they have unconsciously rejected their own capacity to wield force at all. This is why the Solar Plexus cannot be reduced to confidence.
Power is not confidence.
Power is the capacity to remain in relationship with your own will without needing either to dominate or disappear. It is the ability to know what is yours to carry, what is yours to refuse, what is yours to create, and what must be allowed to belong to someone else. It is the capacity to say no without hatred and yes without self-betrayal. It is the willingness to accept that your choices will sometimes disappoint people who benefited from your lack of them. And it is the development of enough inner authority that you no longer need the nervous system of another person to tell you whether you are allowed to exist as yourself.
This is why I call this work Master of the Lower Triad.
I am not interested in teaching you how to escape the human condition through spirituality, but actively contemplating in what happens when spiritual intelligence becomes capable of inhabiting matter.
What I know from walking this terrain myself
I would be dishonest if I presented this work as though I discovered it from a distance.
I know what it is to have a body that has become a place of vigilance; I know what it is to live inside the aftermath of relationships and experiences that teach you, slowly and repeatedly, that your own perception cannot be trusted, that your needs are inconvenient, that your anger makes you dangerous, that your sensitivity makes you weak, and that the safest way to remain connected is to become increasingly absent from yourself. I know what happens when the body learns that being visible is dangerous, that desire has consequences, that power makes you a target, that love can require self-abandonment. I know the floor under my back, hoping that the bathroom tiles will hold me because I can’t find strength to hold myself. I know the humiliation of understanding something intellectually while the body continues to behave as though it is happening now.
I know what it is to lie awake at two in the morning with a mind that has become a courtroom, examining every conversation, every decision, every possible mistake, while the body remains braced for a catastrophe that exists nowhere except in its memory.
And I know the strange experience of becoming more spiritually aware without becoming more embodied, which can create its own form of avoidance because it is remarkably easy to talk about consciousness while refusing to inhabit the inconvenient, physical, emotional reality of being a human being. To go into Astral planes, have mystic experiences, talk to entities and simultaneously absolutely fail at daily ordinary task of washing myself. Life that screamed How do I make this stop?
My way back was not a single revelation.I know survival. From childhood events, poverty, political and economical unease, abuse, gaslighting and domestic violence in relationship. Shrinking myself and living life in a shell of a victim, denying life itself to be lived until anxiety, depression, despair and psychosis took charge. There is no spiritual “love and light” bypass to the heaviness of the alchemic lead. And I couldn’t meditate myself out of it.
It was a much more ordinary and much more difficult apprenticeship in feeling what I had spent years learning not to feel, learning the difference between intuition and activation, learning how to recognize the moment when protection had become a prison, and slowly discovering that the energy I had once experienced only as rage, fear, grief or hyper vigilance could be transformed into discernment, creative force, boundaries, presence and will. Allowing myself the second to ask, What is this energy asking to become?
This is the work I now teach. Deepened by mysticism, study of esoteric, Gnostic and Hermetic traditions, astrology and search of wisdom. But in its base, Profoundly Ordinary.
WHAT YOU ARE ACTUALLY INITIATING
This is not a programme in which I promise to return you to some imagined version of yourself that existed before life became complicated.
There is no going back. And perhaps there was never anything wrong with that. You are wiser now. And capable of so much power, that the world can be changed through your hands.
The woman who emerges from serious inner work is not necessarily the woman she would have been had nothing difficult happened to her; she may be more conscious, more discerning, more deliberate, and much less willing to hand her life over to unconscious forces simply because they are familiar.
You are allowed to discover that the same sensitivity that once overwhelmed you can become perception. That the anger you were taught to fear can become discernment. And your rage can be a compass. That the desire you learned to suppress can become creative intelligence. That the boundaries you once experienced as rejection can become the architecture of intimacy. Created with people who truly value you and respect you. That the body you learned to distrust can become the place from which you know.
And that power, once separated from domination, can become something remarkably quiet: the simple capacity to remain present enough to choose.
This is the mastery I am interested in. Not mastery as perfection. God forbid. Mastery as relationship. Mastery as knowing your instrument so intimately that you can begin to play it consciously.
Structure
There will be eight women in this cohort, and I am keeping it small because this is not material I want to deliver at you from a distance, but wide enough to gain from each others perspectives.
There is a particular kind of learning that becomes possible when another human being is actually present enough to witness the places where your words and your body tell different stories, where you intellectualise because feeling would be more exposing, where you call something intuition because admitting that it is fear would require a different choice, or where you have become so accustomed to accommodating everyone else that you no longer recognise the sensation of your own authority.
We will meet live for ninety minutes each week over the course of the ninety-day initiation, with an opening session in which we map your individual terrain through astrology and archetypal insight, and a closing session in which we gather what has changed and consider what wants to become next.
There will be teaching, somatic practice, inquiry, reflection, energetic and symbolic work, and the kind of conversation that becomes possible when women are not required to perform being healed for one another.
6 Lower Triad Initiations of hermetic and somatic work, 2 Masterclasses on Power and Secure inner masculine, 1 Astrology Intensive Masterclass, 1 private 30-minute Holy Womb Healing
You will have access to the recordings, but the recording is not the experience.
The experience is being there while something becomes conscious.
Note : I do not believe profound spiritual work should belong only to women with profound financial privilege. If you are interested in my offer and find yourself in a situation of monetary instability, let me know by inquiring about Accessibility opportunities.